Monday, October 12, 2009

ASK GABRIELLE TAN TO ANSWER HER CALL LAA!!
me and visyaken had called her so many times!!! ):

FYI, i gonna post something interesting, which just came out from my mind!!
*winks*


Sunday, October 11, 2009

She waits!




No doubt! i waiting for this to come!! watched the trailer and i really like it!!
WAIT FOR ME JENNIFER!! 




i know you will!
and you do! (:

Angels cried

Hey peeps!

i just can't bare to leave my studies alone, and it was helpless because of the medicines made me so drowsy! feel like i'm a zombie who was lying on the bed on the whole afternoon. that was utterly exhausted. i feel like i'm resting comfortably! (:

and wad, i can say i am happy today! mum seems like know i did my study! at first in the car she scolded me non-stop, nagged me all the way for breakfast and furthermore it was in front of my siblings and kayne! NVM, after all she joked with me in one of the ss2 rocket cafe, encourages me to bring along woth my friends to support her DAP so-called-politic-restaurant! prices are reasonable, maybe some other days i could bring my friends along. :D

i wanna say yes to the boyf!  

kay, that's all, i just feel abit random today.

Back to the books, goodnight everyone!

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i know you love me fione!  yes, we keep our promises yea! (:

Saturday, October 10, 2009


10/10/2009
HAPPY 4TH BIRTHDAY TO JAYVERN!
The youngest of the 3 Jays! (:
YiYi hearts you kay.




p/s: That's so enough for me, i think i had take these enough. after all i know that's not the way i want. i can tell you how sad/terrified/anxious am i.
I feeling so dumb now. You get me fooling around with my soul and after all you just dump me so.
And this is not i want, She and she had already so much of lack-of-communications problem, and now here you're creating problems for me as well, thank to you, i just don't want these.

Is 9.40 pm now, your anger haven't say put a full stop for you yet? I wonder. and i'm waiting. You don't even care! This is not the one i want isn't it.
Your turn to give me the answer!
Hellloo people!! (:

just came back with HUBBLE from the park. :D



i'm currently feel myself soooo fat now, you know wad, yesterday i had 2 bowls of fried rice and 4 pieces of wantan for my dinner!! ZOMG!! that's due to my hungryness and i did this SILLY thing to myself!! i'm gonna gain weight this time! and i have no idea why i woke up this morning i feel so heavy of myself, instead, i usually sleep 3-4 hours after dinner, but for yesterday, i slept at 10 pm and my dinner was at 8!! DArn it, i'm seriously gonna hate myself. i'm really exhausting myself for going to college for THE PURPOSE and i always carry with remorse when i drive back home.

anyway, finals is still 22 days from today, i'm here blog randomly and stated to blog on weekend only, for weekdays my time is occupied by studies and college. by the way, am here still deciding whether to skip few days of college for next week onwards .i know is not too good to skip college as my parents has already paid for it!! majority poeple in my class planned to skip college and was heard from ms.salina our class has the worst attendence record among the SAM classes. thus if continuing to skip, i don't think there's an effect for SABSSA to bar us for exam though.

for the previous days in college, those lecturer's wasn't teaching and students were wasting time lepak here and there, hardly to pay attention to study in college as there are so much of distractions there. you could actually find me laugh, laugh and laugh in college and wasn't there focusing on my book to study. just let the talking says a full stop to twan lahh!!

and for yesterday, we went to bangsar village the FISH &CO. for our lunch, came back from there we had watched some awesome performance form the dancers. IT'S D-DAY! was perplexed to see one of the couple danced gracefully. (: and the girl was wearing soooo sexxxyyy!! :D after that, went pooling and ping pong at second floor in our college and didn't manage to meet NEO! he's supposed to come to college and study with me, i know is gonna be a big distraction for my due to A REASON BEING! so i called him and say to postpone to next week. I'M SORRY NEO!
===> and so i gave up myself to go for studies and went with kok siang to go play ping pong with friends.
TWAN IS HAPPY with playing snooker, she managed to strike after all! credits to LEE MENG for teaching her!


lee meng with the donkey-ooonkey

till then, back to study now! 22 more days to go, as chien yen's blog keep reminding us! XD



of this pic i feel myself sooo ugly laa, but special thanks to fione for being with me these days! (:


CHEERS!

Wednesday, October 7, 2009


7/10/2009
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY to LIM LEA!!

My first-known friend in class HH2, which she was sitting beside me on the first week. (:
and now she has already shifted to A-levels,
anyway how, twan still love you! (:
Friends forever! (:


JOHN LIM a.k.a The pumpkin!

7/10/2009
Knew him through tree huggers! (:
A nice guy to bully~ (:

opppsssy!! one more!!
NICOLE BEI INN ENG!! (:




same day as the 2 persons as i mentioned above!! oppsyy!!
anyway, i'm so sorry couldn't attend your party on 17th!
MAMA barred me for not to go out till after finals!!
so we can go out after finals as much as we could yea! <3

Monday, October 5, 2009

A little sun will do

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These days are filled with such disaster.

And, i just want to talk to her only. The only, i'm having a very severe problem now.

Can't just both of us tolerate each other?

'm not proud of myself!

till then.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

A little bit out of control

Hello human peeps! ~~



twantzee is still on the earth.

i feeling scared right now, i just know whenever i did some remorseful to myself and i couldn't get over that fast. i played lies, lies just cant be cover forever, it will still blows off at the end of the day.

why am i doing these without thinking twice? at all to be, i can feel the force which just spinning around my mind and instruct me to do it. thus, at the end of it, i still cant get over the wound that made severely by myself, is there's anything happened, i wouldn't forgive myself anymore!!

till then, twan is still in unhappy mode. she has the bravest heart that you ever seen.


Be the duck, quack quack!! =)




Sometimes you need time to clear your mind.
But when you try, you always come back to that one person.
The one you know you're meant to be with.